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This Ramadan

Things I learnt this Ramadan
What worked for me this Ramadan
What didn't work for me this Ramadan

The answer to the above is... Minimal. This Ramadan is my worst performance in many years. Inconsistency in tarawikh .. Sometime I did 8, some 20, some at home.

I didn't finish the Quran, only to jun 5.
Not one might of qiamullail ...

Very minimal sadaqah

I was really BAD...

Why?

1. It has to do with my health. My groin still hurts from the camping injury I sustained 3 months back. It made some movement uncomfortable.

2. I did not focus on worshipping. I focus on my work, on what I should do at the office.

3. I didn't push myself

What's good

I pay zakat
What to do next year.. Start early, start in rejab insyaallah . O Allah please bestow your reward on my efforts. O Allah, bestow me long life and many, many productive ramadan. Ameen

Isi alquran

Alquran ada tujuh perkara

1- memperkenalkan siapa Allah swt .kenapa kena kenal- kerana dari Dia kita berasal, dan kpd Dia kita akan pulang.supaya kita benar benar bergantung kpd Allah
- ingat Allah banyak banyak hati akan jadi tenang

2. Its the way of life. Panduan hidup
- syariat
- perbankan, Takaful
- cara gembira, cara marah- jgn melaknat.

3. Pengajaran mengenai akhlak - tasawwuf
- akhlak dgn Allah
- akhlak dgn diri sendiri- x de takut, x de dukacita
- akhlak sesama manusia- memaafkan

4 . Kitab ilmu
- berbagai ilmu - ilmu sains, ilmu sejarah

5. Ada pahala
- satu huruf satu pahala
- dapat syaafat

6. Perlindungan dari jin, sihir , syaitan dan sebagainya
- ayat kursi
- ayat 1-10 surat alkahfi- dilindungi dari hasutan dajjal

7. Ada penyembuh dan kelebihan kelebihan yg lain
- baca alikhlas 3 kali sebelum masuk rumah- ahli aman
- surah alkahfi- surah yassin- memberi ketenangan
- surah kahfi ayat 11- nak senang tidur
Surah hud ayat 52- wakaf yg terakhir baca 3 kali. Selawat 3 kali. Sapu tempat sakit
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Bday Agong

This weekend is the worst I had in term of bodily injury. Started with midweek upper torso discomfort followed by painful left side at the back . Then I rip my loin muscle climbing a wall while the anchoring foot give way to soft sand and today I got hit on the head by a fallen buah ketapang.

Astargfirullah. Please forgive my sins

Must. Need the following for a better camping trip
- 4 men tent
- water
- portable stove
- BBQ set
- cooler box
- torch
- ready made veges and meat

Au revoir

Today is the last day I am at my current place at level 47. This place has so many memories... This is where I earn my dough in the last 7 years. Thanks for everything.

Umrah #2

This time I am describing it as a marathon umrah. The distance from the hotel to masjidil haram is 1.2 km one way, add a couple hundred metres of detouring and evading the masses, I'd reckon I do around 10 km in a day. This is my fourth day here, I will complete my truncated walking marathon with a 15 kg adzeem all the way!

Yesterday I did tawaf sunat; each lap I reflected on my life in a 7 year cycle and I found some consistency since the early days on a few things:
1. I can't afford not to renew/ enhance my knowledge. E.g., in std 6. By not having a good learning year- my form 1&2 suffers.
2. Telling facts is virtuous- only if it is meant to the right audience and for the right decision making.
3. If I am passionate about the dream I can make it happens. The trick is how do I become passionate? And what kind of dream?
4. I like to improve process since Walt days of career.. And current process can be only modified for 3 years.. Ass 2 more years, the job become boring and I become complacent.
5. Most things in life move. Including worries. If I move my self, my job, my task, my butt- all related worries will move away- 99% of it.
6. Most importantly at most crucial juncture in my life, Allah is always there for me to pull through- all my journey to this Holy Land coincide with those junctures without me realising them. The only take- I need to move on I'm the right direction after the conversation with Allah. Hence the feeling of umrah 2001 reign supreme.

Umrah#2

Managed to get to raudhah on the 18th.Rabbi yassir.... Seemed to work its magic one more time. I stood a couple of feed to the left of raudhah... I wonder which of the sahabah stood there .

Got my usuall stuff- a jubah ( it must be 'ikaf' brand and sejadah. The shop at the lower floor of Taiba suite served its duty one more time.

Went with the kids for ziarah wida...

Trip to Jeddah was uneventful accept for the fact thy the bus driver lost his way exiting madinah and I shoutedat him, asking whether he knows the way or not.

Am writing this on board mh5000, 2 hours to KLIA. O Allah, please accept my prayers and my insufficient effort in asking for forgiveness, my fear and my hopes for my self- my health, career and happiness, my family and my faith in you. Please protect me all the time. Ameen