Thursday, January 3, 2013

New year new school

Yesterday marked a new phase for the life of my two sons boy and the younger adzeem. Both went to different school, boy is in maahad Tahfiz alquran wal qiraat (mataqsa) in section 3 and adzeem to bahtera ilmu.

I 'd say that I missed boy already, we spent a lot of time together, either fly fishing or going to the masjid Negeri. He was the one that always obey me and fulfill whatever I requested of him. In the primary, without failed he would greet and hug me every time I came back from work. I can say that not only he's been the good son but also a friend. I thank Allah for his rahmah installing my fondness and love to all my children .

I know, sending their children to Tahfiz is any parents dream ( well , mine anyway) but to be away from someone who is close to you really made me feel concern for his well being. I have been warned that Shaitan would try his best to ensure the hafeez and his family face with trials as he knows once the Quran is engrave in someone's heart and way of life, he's defeated

All I can do in this feeling of helplessness and apprehension is for Allah almighty to protect rifaai from the evil of this earth and its beings, the evil of hereafter, for Allah to grant rifaai the wisdom and knowledge of the Quran, to be a hafeez , and to achieve whatever his vision is.. Ameen ya Allah..

And the current situation also teaches me why the dua of parents are potent coz only parents can be sincere in their prayers for their kids and only parents know the feeling of helpless and what it means to be dependent on Allah with regards to the well being of their children..

O Allah , please love nurqistina, rifaai, ukasyah and adzeem as I love them and love them more... Ameen

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